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Lake Washington Technical College
February 27, 2007 by SUM.
I consider the experience at the Lake Washington Technical College quite unusual and strange. It’s an experience which placed me in a very uncomfortable and agonizing position.
The reason for visiting this institution had been that the LWTC dental clinic offers dental services for a lower fee. And that is of special interest to those who have no dental insurance and have to pay for all the costs by themselves.
How did it come to the point that I needed to consult a dentist? On Saturday, February 7th 2004, I visited a friend in Fairhaven, a small town next to Bellingham. While driving back home I chewed on a caramel candy and suddenly a gold filling fell out of my molar and stuck to the candy. That was the beginning of a months long ordeal. But at that moment I just knew I had to consult a dentist.
Since I didn’t have any dental insurance I was looking for a dental clinic that offers lower fees but still provides quality care. I decided to give the dental clinic at the Lake Washington Technical College a call. And I was scheduled for an initial appointment on February, 24th 2004.
When I arrived at the dental clinic, I noticed a few things that appeared first as co-incidental, but with time I came to a different conclusion. At my first arrival less pictures were displayed on the walls in the hallway of the clinic than a few weeks later. After about 2 weeks pictures with the name Team 1997 hung on the walls. My divorce had been in 1997. Before I entered the building the first time I noticed a guy who resembled someone I had met in 1997. That wasn’t the only reason why he attracted my attention. This guy drove a car whose license plate had the numerological value of my name on it. I’ll talk about names and their numerological values as well as numerological pattern recognition at a later time.
At the dental clinic a female student examined and cleaned my teeth over a 2-week period. She made x-rays of all my teeth and cleaned them too. And I was very satisfied with her service. To fix the problem with my molar I was scheduled to see a dentist who works at the LWTC dental clinic.
My appointment with a dentist was on Tuesday, March 2nd. On that day a dentist drilled a hole (carved away the cement) in my molar to see whether some decay had developed underneath the cement that was still on top of my pulpa. After he had removed the cement, he told me that he could see decay and even my nerve. And he suggested having a root canal done before I put a crown on top of this tooth. Since I didn’t have any dental insurance I thought I just take my chance and have the gold filling re-cemented. Therefore I asked the dentist to just do that. And he did something on my tooth, but on the same evening at 9 PM the gold filling popped out of my tooth, again. I actually couldn’t see any cement on the gold filling, and I started to wonder whether the gold filling had been actually re-cemented. Since I had this big hole in my molar I decided to go back to the clinic the next day.
In the waiting room I spotted the personal assistance of the dentist who supposedly had re-cemented my crown. I told her what had happened the previous evening and said to her that it looked to me that not enough cement had been on the gold filling. She answered briefly, “I don’t know you have to ask the doctor.” I thought this is strange. She had been the one who had mixed the cement, assisted the dentist and had stood next to the dental chair. On that day I didn’t see the dentist who I had seen the previous day. I consulted with an Asian dentist. He also suggested a root canal procedure. The dentist who had re-cemented my gold filling had told me that no root canals are done at the clinic, but the Asian dentist told me that root canals are done at the LWTC dental clinic. I was even given the dentist’s name who does root canals at the LWTC dental clinic. Additionally, I received a yellow copy on which the RC and the appointment with this dentist was written. But I was told that they didn’t have his schedule at hand and that I needed to call back at a later time to schedule an appointment with this specific dentist. The dental clerk told me to call in middle of March for scheduling an RC. Since I didn’t know the clinic’s procedures and practices and even assumed that this dentist might be on vacation I decided to wait for 12 days. In the mean time I tried to take good care of a tooth with a gaping hole.
On Monday, March 15th, I called the dental clinic to have an appointment for a root canal scheduled. The dental clerk told me that she’ll call me back in 2 days and let me know whether the doctor would do a root canal on my molar. I found this very strange. I had it in writing that a RC would be done by this dentist. Two days later she called me back and told me that he wouldn’t do a root canal on a molar. Since I had this gaping hole I requested an appointment so that the hole is at least temporarily sealed. I got the appointment for the next day.
So, on Thursday, 18th March I went back to the dental clinic to have my tooth temporarily sealed. I asked the dental clerk with whom I had talked on the phone the last few days why the dentist wouldn’t do a root canal on my molar though I had been told otherwise. She told me that he had said to her “The State doesn’t pay me enough money to do a root canal on a molar.” And she added that they are a school, and if I want to, I could write to the people in Olympia/State government.
Later that evening I decided to write two persons who are responsible for the managerial affairs at the LWTC. In short details I described what had transpired at the dental clinic.
The reply was a refund cheque for services rendered. But I couldn’t and didn’t accept the cheque because my concern and/or dismay had been for being misinformed, misled, and mistreated by clinic staff.
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Unusual events at medical clinics and practices
February 17, 2007 by SUM.
I encountered the next unusual experiences with physicians, medical clinics and practices here in Washington State.Sometimes I experienced incorrect information given to me, an above average waiting period and even a denial of treatment for some obscure reason. Some medical attention was carelessly executed therefore contributing to additional discomfort and becoming temporarily sick after just a medical preventive checkup, though I had been quite healthy before the consultation.
Therefore my next posts will deal with some of these events.
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Second tubal pregnancy
February 14, 2007 by SUM.
My second life-threatening event happened in 1985. Though the physicians in Düsseldorf had explained to me that operating on the Fallopian tubes would also increase the risk of a future ectopic pregnancy, I had hoped for a normal pregnancy. My wish for having my own child had been so strong that I was willing not only to take the risk of an operation but also a possible occurrence of another tubal pregnancy.
It happens quite often that if we already know in advance the exact outcome of a certain decision and action, our decision would have been a different one. And I wasn’t prepared for my next ectopic pregnancy, which turned out quite differently than the one in 1976. Therefore I got into a life-threatening situation again.
At my first ectopic pregnancy I had continued vaginal loss of blood. It was visible. But at the next occurrence I didn’t loose any blood. To the contrary, I developed signs of a pregnancy. My menstrual blood flow stopped and my belly seemed to become bigger. At that time I actually thought that I may be pregnant, but this time without complications. But I was taught a different lesson when I had a very uncommon painful experience that started on either a Friday or Saturday evening.
It was on a weekend when my sister Gabi and her husband visited me. Shortly before my sister arrived, I had severe abdominal pains. At that moment it felt like my abdomen would be torn apart. What was quite strange about this event, after about 15 minutes I felt no pain at all. Actually, I felt pretty good afterwards and therefore I didn’t pay more attention to my body. In addition I didn’t have any loss of blood, which clearly would have been a warning sign for me.
After this occurrence my weekend ran pretty normal without any pain. But the surprise came at the beginning of the following week. I’m not sure whether it was on a Monday or Tuesday. In any case it was at the beginning of the week. My husband had a visitor with whom he was outside on the terrace, and I was in the kitchen cooking dinner for us three.
It must have been between 5 and 6 o’clock when I wanted to visit shortly the bathroom. Before I reached the bathroom I fainted in the hallway and fell to the ground. I was unconscious for a few minutes, but awoke again by myself and dragged myself at first to the bathroom. Afterwards I literally crawled to my bedroom and called my friend Ulrike. I told her what had happened to me. And Ulrike asked me whether my husband was with me. After she had heard that he was there, too, she told me that he should drive me to the University Clinic. And that is exactly what he did after I had called for him. The cookery was over, and he drove me to the University Clinic.
On the same evening I underwent an emergency operation. Here again, my condition had become life-threatening. Instead loosing blood outwards, I had collected the blood in my abdomen, which later caused the hemorrhage shock and faint. And in this case, too, the attending physician told me that if I had not arrived on that evening I would not have survived this ordeal.
After those different runs of pregnancies I became scared of ever becoming pregnant again. Becoming pregnant had become a life-threatening event for me, which I had no desire to experience once more. From that moment on I knew that I would not be able to conceive naturally my own child, and the current medical technology hadn’t been available for me either.
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In vitro fertilization
February 11, 2007 by SUM.
After I had been married for a few years and my wish to conceive a child didn’t materialize, I decided to undergo the in vitro fertilization procedure to become pregnant. That was in the year of 1984. At that time this technology was still very young and only a few University Clinics in Germany offered this procedure. But when I called on the hospital for women at the Düsseldorf University, I was relatively fast scheduled for an appointment.
In summer of 1984 I was scheduled for the hormones treatment. At the beginning everything seemed very promising. With the help of ultra-sound it was determined whether a few eggs had matured. And indeed I had developed quite a few eggs that were maturing. But the harvesting of the eggs had to wait until shortly before my ovulation. When my ovulation arrived I was again examined to see how many eggs were still available, but the result then was quite disappointing. Only one bigger follicle was still recognizable. Therefore I was told that the treatment had to be interrupted and that I should try the same procedure again in a couple of months.
But in the mean time I had heard from another patient that the treatment could go on for years, and I wasn’t so excited about this outlook. The woman whom I had met in the consulting room of the women’s clinic told me that she had undergone this procedure already for a few years and after every hormones treatment she had not developed enough eggs. And she confided in me that this experiment would be the last time for her. And she added “If it’s not successful this time, I’m going to get me a job.” After I had heard from her many failures, I myself didn’t feel encouraged.
When the physician told me that the treatment had to be interrupted because the eggs had disappeared before my ovulation, I was very disappointed. I asked the physician whether it would still be possible for me to become pregnant the natural way. Since my closed Fallopian tubes were the problem, the physician suggested repairing the tubes so that I had a chance to conceive naturally.
And this procedure was performed then. The physician operated on my Fallopian tubes and they also tried to fertilize the one egg that was still available. During the operation they found one bigger and two smaller follicles. But only the bigger one was harvested and placed together with my husband’s sperm. But the union of egg and sperm didn’t take place here either.
After this experience I had new hopes again that one day I would have a child, which would have been conceived the natural way.
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Fetal inclusion: undeveloped fetus in fetu
February 8, 2007 by SUM.
At the emergency operation in 1976 I was not only diagnosed with a tubal pregnancy that had caused the bleeding, the surgeons discovered even a medical phenomenon on me. Attached to one of my ovaries was a “rotted twin”. These were the exact words that the surgeon used to explain this medical finding. Additionally he explained that a twin had been stuck to one of my ovaries, but the fetus had prematurely died. I remember very well when he said to me that also hair could be seen on the undeveloped twin.
Such findings are mostly discovered by mere chance. In my case it was due to my tubal pregnancy, which made an operation indispensable.
Here I think it’s noteworthy to mention that I’ve been told that three other people from my hometown Arenberg experienced the same phenomenon. After I had told a former school-friend that surgeons had discovered this medical phenomenon on me, she said to me that her mother and her husband had had the same thing happening to them, too. And I’ve had the chance to talk with her mother about this. When I visited my hometown last year in November, another woman with whom I went to school told me also that she, too, knows a woman in Arenberg where this medical phenomenon was discovered.
In the meantime I deplore that I haven’t met my twin, but at the same time I know that we all have been very lucky not to develop into Siamese twins.
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Tubal pregnancy
February 5, 2007 by SUM.
My first life-threatening event that I’m conscious of happened when I visited a physician’s practice in Giessen, Germany in 1976. As I mentioned before I’ll dig deep into my experience chest.
At that time I was experiencing an unusual prolonged period. Therefore I decided to consult a gynaecologist. He was an elderly man, but that should not have been the cause of his recklessness. During a time frame of 3 weeks, I visited this gynaecologist at least 4 times because the loss of my menstrual blood didn’t stop. Each time I saw him he just told me that if it gets more serious I should come back to his practice.
At that time I just was astonished of having such a prolonged period and trusted his judgment. My boyfriend who studied dentistry at that time didn’t worry either until he saw me lying in bed deadly pale and almost lifeless on a Monday afternoon. That aroused his suspicion and he asked me what the gynaecologist whom I had seen again on that same day had told me. I repeated the same words he had said to me so many times before “come back if it gets more serious”. I was hardly able to say anything anymore because there was almost no life in my body.
Luckily, on that day my boyfriend made an emergency call to the University Clinic, and I was hurried to the ER room. On the same evening I underwent an emergency operation and the attending physician told me later that if I had arrived an hour later, I would have been dead. During those 3 weeks I had lost so much blood that my body was barely functioning properly anymore.
The cause for the continued vaginal bleeding had been that a fertilized egg had nestled outside of my uterus in one of the Fallopian tubes, which later tore apart. A simple pregnancy test would have shown that I had been pregnant. But the gynaecologist abstained from having me done this test. And he didn’t transfer me to another physician or hospital so that someone else could have examined me further.
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Hello visitor!
February 4, 2007 by SUM.
We all encounter unusual experiences, which we either love to remember or to forget.
Some need to be told so that others are able to make better informed decisions. And at other times, we need to tell those stories so that others can help and support us.
Firstly, I want to talk about my experiences with different doctor’s made in Germany and here in the States. Some experiences are very frightening because of the physicians carelessness or negligence and shall serve as a warning sign not to trust blindly someone with a title. I’ll dig deep into my experience chest of doctor’s visits and work my way up to the present.
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